dirty little scerects

what do dreams mean?  i dreamt that i was flying and i could only take off if i would run fast enough.  what does it mean? 

some dreams are reoccuring... others slip away before i can remember them. but the ones that really make me stop and think are the ones where you can't tell if they are a dream or a memory.   the other day it took me a while to remember that i dreamed the toast was moldy and that is actually was perfectly fine.

which makes you wonder is dreams are just memories we get confused?  or maybe it is something that we want to have happen to us?  hmmm... so if some one tell you they had a dream out you... what does that mean?  i can only guess since they didn't want to describe it.   oh did i mention she is a really cute girl? 

although she is not the one who flashed me the other night... that wasn't a dream and it was really beautiful... oh did i mention it was at my neighbors party... and well... enough said.

the deal at the corner

seattle... it is a big city and i am learning a lot... like how to do a drug deal.  waiting for the bus to the airport the two guys next to me had a very shady deal... i am sure it was illegal.  they were litterily standing right next to me.  Ah life in the big city.

i was also met another new friend.  she is cute and really likes to bike.  so i am excited.  play time!  go me.. 

although i did let an great opportunity slip away.  there was an incredibly gourgous girl we started talking... she was really sweet too... new to seattle (9 months) ... but i didn't ask for her number before we parted... i am upset with myself... but atleast i am getting quicker and hopefully i will learn from this "mistake" or lack of action rather.

the life of a superhero

have you ever had one of those days... where the world just bows at your feet. everything falls into and girls give you their phone number? so what super power do i have? well that is sometime i can't develge to any of you... at least not yet. i am still working on developing the powers... although i will vow to use my powers for good and not evil... unless it is really entertaining... or maybe if it will make a good story... or if i am bored... so it looks like i might be doing more "evil" than good.

but can you honestly say that if you had any superhuman powers you would use them to fight crime? we all think we would like to do that.. but face it most of us just don't like fighting crime, hence the reason we are not cops.

forshadow...

this morning i was woken with a phone call... which was right in the middle of a dream.

i was fighting/battleing with a sound gun.  but i was deft.  well my best friend is in a tank which is in a bunker. that is when i see the sound wave (which is the first sounds wave i have seen, the rest were invisible)  it blows out the windsheild and send glass everywhere.  one of the largers shards is sticking out of my best friends neck.  as she pulls it out she realizes that it nicked her jugular.  she says " umm... a little help here... **fade out**

next we are in the hospital, don't know if she is alive or not.  and when i get to her room i see, she is fine... with lots of bandages... on her back? weird.   and she is now deft.  i start signing to her (but i don't really know signlanguage) as i am about to leave she leans over to whisper something... but i am deft... ***phone rings*** 

good morning SEATTLE!! 

dang... is it really that easy?

the other day i was just sitting checking my e-mail on the computer... well a girl walks in with a service dog and we start talking. she is really nice and we chat for a bit. i realize what time it is a have to leave. well i ask her why she chose seattle, her response was it is a long complicated story. I reall causally say well i guess you will have to tell me some other time, and she reaches over adn gives me her phone number! damn! i don't know what Ha was talking about the "northwest chill" i have been able to find a fair amount of people to hang out with.

and yeah i am really enjoying and falling in love with seattle.