what is the point?

do you ever wonder what is the point? what we are doing here... it can be easy.. to live... or complex ... to help the universe evolve into something greater... or maybe we are just a giant computer who's task is to answer the ultimate question.

Life is weird or crazy..... and even normal.. but what does that mean? there is a lot of shit going down, and sometimes i wonder am i really making a difference? will it really matter? if we F*** up this world too much i am sure "mother earth" will just kick us off. and we all end up the same in the end... dead that is... is it really a bad thing if we grow an extra arm or go blind half-way through life?

I am sure some of you are thinking about religion right now. But the same holds true... to do god's will? that is a funny thing to say... let's follow an idea we can't comprehend and do it's will... does that mean he needs minions to do his work? what work is that? is it a struggle of good and evil? how do you know what side you are on?

think about this, it you are trying to help some one off the train, but as the grab for your hand you are momentarily distracted & move just enough so they miss your hand, this causes them to slip & fall, and as they fall the person hits their head & dies... are you good or evil? you action lead to their death. it is the another take on the ends justify the means... and leads me to another cliche - the road to hell is paved with good intentions...

ah... the finer point of consciences thought

thinking of you...

yesterday i walked into the grocery store and smelled the sweet fragrance of the peaches. I couldn't resist. it draws me in and I had to buy several suculant peaches. the peaches were on the firm yeah soft. the perfect time to eat them. As soon as i could i bit into one of them... it was so heavenly & juicy. soft and delicious. it was my own peice for nirvana...