a cozy little nest
So jen is moving into the boat... i asked her to move in several months after we started dating... but she didn't want to. I was okay with this. Then we went on a huge trip (i had a great time, she thought she was going to die) and we broke up. it ways a turbulent time. well as you can guess we started dating again... and now we are moving in together... or should i say she is moving onto the boat...
I am exicited because cuddle time will increase, but i am nervous because we wouldn't have do it if she wasn't being kicked out of her other place. We still haven't worked through the other issue and i don't think we ever will.... she really can't stand me flirting, (or even talking with some girls) it is always the same conversation and it isn't health... the basicis are:
why do you do it?
i enjoy people.
when you call other beautiful it doesn't mean the same when you say it to me.
i mean it differently when i say it to you.
well i don't like it.
i tired to change but you didn't see any difference and i felt trapped.
so the dilemma is jen doesn't like me to flirt at all and it feels terrible going against my nature.
i am not sure how this will play out but i am very anxious about it....
I am exicited because cuddle time will increase, but i am nervous because we wouldn't have do it if she wasn't being kicked out of her other place. We still haven't worked through the other issue and i don't think we ever will.... she really can't stand me flirting, (or even talking with some girls) it is always the same conversation and it isn't health... the basicis are:
why do you do it?
i enjoy people.
when you call other beautiful it doesn't mean the same when you say it to me.
i mean it differently when i say it to you.
well i don't like it.
i tired to change but you didn't see any difference and i felt trapped.
so the dilemma is jen doesn't like me to flirt at all and it feels terrible going against my nature.
i am not sure how this will play out but i am very anxious about it....

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