well the first time i ever lived with a girl i am dating ended after about a two weeks. It is very sad. I wanted to try and work it out but jen was clearly not interested and i decide it was time to let this one go.

It hurts so much. I was the closer to jen as i have been with any girl, she means so much to me it was really hard to let the relationship disolve... this has been the longest relationship i have had since highschool. a month over a year...

she moved out thanksgiving weekend. We have talked a lot since, partly because she was hanging out with my friends when i wasn't even invited... this was very frustrating.. but we talked about it and now we understand each others views (mostly)

We have been transitioning to the friends relationship. it is hard but not really harder than not talking to her ever again. A small part of me thinks we could have made the relationship work... but then again there were quite a few times when neither of us really payed any attention to the others needs.

It is really sad, but i am happy that she is still a awesome friend and she has helped me (and hopefully with continue to) so many times.