To all the girls i have loved....

i am sorry... i have not been myself... i have been a jerk, i have not treated you with respect... of myself for that matter. I have been living like a animal at the whims of his urges.

for this i am sorry. but please don't take this me saying i am sorry for your company. you are finamaldle... and have enjoyed all the time we spend together...

but alas.. i need to be more honest with you and myself! i will not go there anymore... i really want to and i really want to a family, raise our offspring and set out on new adventures...

i need a retreat.. to find myself and revitialist my respect for women... Again i am sorry i have hurt you it was not my intention... just my neglect and self centered attitude.